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| What matters? when all is said and done what weighs heavy on the soul. what is it that truly matters?
Jesus your unconditional love breaks my pride again and again you set my heart free. you capture my eyes, you hold my heart. in you we move , and live and breath.
shame- you can not hold the light captive- for in it you melt and fade away. oh how GREAT to BELIEVE JESUS
to love the orphans and widows. to trust, to freely give. to know the universe is a safe place for those who believe they have nothing to lose.
nothing to lose nothing to gain....life is simple.... breath in and out and in again.
lift your eye above and beyond the trivial things that distract us. MOVE in rhythm with something much BIGGER..........
THIS IS GOOD, THIS IS GOOD, PUT YOUR HAND TO THE PLOW AND DON'T LOOK BACK.
BUSY YOURSELF WITH THE WORK OF THE RESTORATION ON EARTH AND LOVING ALL PEOPLE. AND YOU WILL NOT FIND YOURSELF IN DARK PLACES
set your mind on things above. it is good to walk humbly in the earth understanding that you are a door keeper in the house of the LORD.
every thing in its time and place.
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| it a beautiful Saturday morning.
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| the light in my room is bright. it spills from a new lamp i recently purchased at the goodwill. my head is feeling empty and my soul a bit drained. it's not a bad thing... just a thing.
John Coltrain is in the room..........................................................................................................................
safe places-
some have them others need them... some have places. others have emotional places. The truth is we all feel a sence of risk when we become vulnerable. Words are powerful they can take us to the heart of a matter, they can take us dancing around the matter... sometimes they matter sometimes they don't.... they create spaces to inhabitant... they create life and death..... they are the power to give and the power to take........ to provide safty and to prove as a threat......................
it is good for one to find A safe place... to guard that place with ones life.... to protect the integrity...........
a good , trustworthy friend is better then gold.................................................................................................
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| there are desires deep in my heart that seem to contradict the reality that surrounds me.
there are ways iv always seen myself that seem to have been misleading the more i find my self in my shoes.
fairy tales, i like them
night sky's, i need them
close friends i can't do life with out them.
i am not alone but there are times i feel isolated from my peers.
like i am always on the outside looking in.
so i throw my life into a cause
i leave notes in the bath room reminding me to breathe
i take long walks
and i think... and i think ... and i think........
could i be different?
are these morals/ convictions worth the isolation?
could i find home if i could just forget where i have come from?
it's easy to be a critic
it's easy to dwell in pity
it's easy to get mad
it's easy to avoid
but is it honest?
sometimes...sometimes it is
how has this come to be?
i have learned some questions should never be asked.... and that's ok
there have been beautiful people who have loved me well... thank you.
there have moments of such clarity that only a lying fool would say he could not see
there have been lights that have shattered dark moments... and i remember them like old friends with whom i have shared the best of times... and so we are apart... but i remember their warm embrace and my heart is comforted ... my hands fine their way to wipe tears from my eyes and my lungs feel air so sweet. i taste the residua as its leaves my mouth.... it is well with my soul.... despite the low
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| Tonight tears streamed form my eyes as Andrew told of a women in her darkest moment crying out to God in anguish and despair..." why me...why me?" a question that should not be asked...
Clouds come floating into my life, no longer to carry rain or usher storm, but to add color to my sunset sky. ~Rabindranath Tagore
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